Wednesday, November 18, 2009
OFF TO CAMBODIA! (((:
12:04 AM
Till we meet again..
Monday, November 09, 2009
whoaaaa im damn scared of everything. im living in fear sia...
9:46 PM
Till we meet again..
grrrrrrr. i want to give up.
9:15 PM
Till we meet again..
lol. im like having mood swings. was over the moon ytd, but began to feel scared today. guess what? i spotted to strands of sparkling white hair on my head this morning. i need to think less man... hahah! but critically lah! hmmm God please bless us till the day......
anyway, girls' outing today was FUN! :D im a bit tired, lazy to elaborate. MAYBE i'll upload the photos someday! :D
12:17 AM
Till we meet again..
Saturday, November 07, 2009
BLEHHHHHHHHHHH! Wanted to try baked cheese pasta since i've all the ingredients. Unfortunately, my prego sauce grew mould. ): And i alrdy cooked my pasta halfway, so i had to cook it in the maggie mee way. SAD. ok i didnt cook it lah. It was my aunt who helped me salvage the problem. Should say that she's a good cook (just that it's a little too spicy)!
Anyway, im SUPERRRR happy today cos smth SUPERRRRRR good happened! Thank God for blessing us! :D Continue to bless us.... HAHAHA! PLEASE DONT RAIN ON 16 NOV!
On a random note, i just realised that im flying off next next wed! SO FAST!
9:57 PM
Till we meet again..
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i think im gonna die soon. HAHA! *touch wood lah*
smth very weird happened to me today. when i got off my bed, i fell as i was walking. at first i thought i tripped. so i got up and continued walking. when i stood on my right leg, i collapsed again. only till then i felt that my right leg has prob. i tried standing up with my right leg, but it was so wobbly that it couldnt be straightened. WEIRD RIGHT! so i crawled to the chair in my study room and recovered after sitting for a while. this is extremely bizarre cos it has nvr occurred to me before.
just now, i merely scratched my ear gently and it bled! (i thought ears have the least blood among all our body parts) omg, smth's very wrong with me... nowadays i also drop a lot of hair, don't tell me im suffering frm...........
HAHA okok i think im exaggerating matters. well, im still ALIVE AND KICKING. nth is gonna happen to me! :D
10:16 PM
Till we meet again..
Monday, November 02, 2009
Just read a friend's blog. After reading, I feel proud of him, cos I realised that he has changed a lot over this year, for the better.
Frankly speaking, I didn't have a very good impression of him as a person in the past, cos he's always so slack and irresponsible. I rmb there's a point of time when he almost gave up on himself cos of a setback. Now, he's full of aspirations; he has a target in life and he works hard for it. He has also become a more sensible person. I'm really glad that he has managed to find meaning in his life.
On contrary, I'm changing for the worse. Why is life getting so tough? In the past, I'd nvr say give up no matter what, but now, I really wanna let go and surrender to save myself from anymore pain. (yes, the process is painful.) Perhaps I've turned into a coward. I'm no longer optimistic and strong-headed. I run away from difficulties. I have no aim, no confidence... I just let nature take its course, cos im scared of making mistakes again. Sighs.
Why does life seem so tough that it's beyond my control? So tough that I alrdy have no idea what I should do. ):
2:23 AM
Till we meet again..
